30 Days of Truth - Day 26

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

When I was a teenager, there were plenty of times that I thought giving up on life was the right decision.  I had thought of ways to do it, but I could never follow through with more than a plan.  I remember in grade 10 or 11 a kid (and I even still remember his first and last name) committed suicide and they dedicated a whole page to him in the yearbook.

I didn't want a whole page in the yearbook to be about my death.  It just didn't seem right at such a young age to have nowhere to turn and nothing to look forward to.

After I became a mother I thought about giving up one time.  I remember every crease in my duvet as I cried into my knees.  I felt useless and that I couldn't go on without him in my life.  It didn't take me long to shake that thought from my head.  EVILBOY needs me, and even though every day may not be happy and maybe things don't always work out they way they should, I have to be there for him.

I got help.

and it honestly was one of the hardest things I ever had to do.

but I feel better.

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