30 Days of Truth - Day 1

 Chances are, you've seen this meme spreading across your favourite blogs like wildfire.  Truth is, I was going to participate - and then I decided not to because I figured it would just be another thing I failed at.  I even decided that after I wrote down many of the notes for the project already.  When I decided to scrap this whole idea, I threw out my notes, which was actually a pretty big mistake because now I want to play along and now I have to start all over again. 

Since I will be telling the truth about myself, I figure I will throw in a baby picture of myself, you know for something interesting to look at while I bore you with the details of my ingrown toenails and how my hair gets curly when it's wet.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I guess the first thing I hate about myself is that it is so easy to hate myself.  I never acknowledge my accomplishments and I always expect the worst.  I hate my taste in music.  I hate that I talk too much when I'm nervous.  I hate that I can't wear sexy shoes.  I hate that I am never happy with myself.  I hate that it is never not enough.  I hate that I give up too easily when it really matters.  I hate that I don't try hard enough.  I hate that I don't like my appearance.  I hate my body.  I hate my choices.  I hate my temper.  I hate my situation.  I hate that it is never easy.

I could go on and on...and I hate that.

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